Cub mesti tgh penat sgt2 sebab baru balik kerja for few hours dah.. Bow mintak maaf sgt2 yg Bow suke buat Cub stress since Bow start kerja ni.. Bow nak Cub tau yang Bow sayang Cub sgt2 sebab awk try sgt2 untuk faham sy..
Bow dah start kerja since 18hb June 2012, isnin lepas.. ever since then Bow dh jadi stress sgt2.. sebab berbezanye jadi medical student and a real doctor.. semua org mesti ingat jadi doctor ni best sbb org hormat kite, gaji bnyk etc.. tapi diorg kena jgk ingat the UGLY part of becoming a doctor.. terbuka mata Bow time dah start kerja ni.. huhu.. and menyesal sgt2 time student dulu Bow pemalas nak study..
kat sini, Bow sorg je student USU-AUCMS yang baru masuk bekerja, yang lain semua student Manipal Melaka College yg from few days dah dgn diorg, Bow boleh nampak la knowledge diorg mmg jauh lagi mantap dari Bow.. so menyebabkan Bow lg rase inferior and takut nak kerja.. Roomate Bow pun budak UPM.. mmg sah2 la die hebat.. so nak xnak Bow kene push diri Bow and this is where Cub banyak membantu.. tapi kesian Cub sbb sampai die pun jd tension.. Bow mintak maaf ye Cub?
ni baru start orientation.. belum lagi masuk department yang Bow kene masuk.. 1st posting Bow is in Obstetric and Gynecology.. diorg kate kat sini ok, mcm2 la tips.. but like it or not, Bow kene study banyak la.. Bow suke O&G ni sebenarnye.. tp tulah, xtau lagi mcm mane bile start kerja.. blank and blur tu mesti ade.. huhu! xpela.. Bow mesti berusaha and stay positive! jangan negative sgt mcm Cub selalu nasihat..
Alhamdulillah Cub selalu ade kat sisi Bow even bukan secara physically kt sini.. die ingatkan Bow utk mengaji and selalu bersyukur dgn ape yg Bow ade.. Alhamdulillah Bow harap sgt dapt disatukan dgn Cub secepat mungkin sbb Bow rase and berdoa sgt2 Cub la pasangan Bow di dunia dan di akhirat nanti..
Take care Cub.. sayang awk sangat2..
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